Monday, June 14, 2010

Forbidden

Been such a long time now.. Now I see him, now I don't!
He's the one for me but I'm not sure if I'm the one for him and they are meant to be.
He makes me smile.
He inspires me.. he keeps me going.
He makes me lonesome;
Bad news for me is when he's with her.
Is there anything more painful than this?
I only get to see him sporadically, I don't complain about it because I should not and it's never appropriate.
I never had an idea how it came to this.
We are friends. We hang out. We talk. We sing together. Laugh hard together. Nosy and phony at times. We trade secrets.
He told me he likes me. He told me he's in love with me.
Later on, told me, he doesn't want to fall for me.
Yet, I keep on loving him. It's the best feeling I've ever felt.
Could there be any chance at all for the both of us?
Will she let go of him?
Will he choose me over her?
Everything comes in God's time including the answers to these questions.
And I wouldn't get tired of wishing-
Wishing that we would end up with each other happily ever after,
Wishing they would end and be friends for the rest of their lives.
I pray he would fight for whatever he feels for me.
I wish that he would realize we are meant to be.

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